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Time to update.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009


Life is getting from bad to worst. Why is such things happening to me at such a young age? I had not even enjoy enough in this world. I had not seen many things yet and also many things i had not tried too. I really wish to see the world before everything is black.

For those who are reading and wondering why I am saying such things is because of a recent discovery at the hospital. I was diagnosed with Glaucoma. Glaucoma refers to a category of eye disorders often associated with a dangerous buildup of internal eye pressure (intraocular pressure or IOP), which can damage the eye's optic nerve that transmits visual information to the brain. With untreated or uncontrolled glaucoma, you might eventually notice decreased ability to see at the edges of your vision (peripheral vision). Progressive eye damage could then lead to blindness.

Therefore, I am now on long term medication to control the damage and reduce the pressure. I am wondering why why why?

Recently office is really really busy too the core. Its killing me. Boss is pushing and pushing till i cannot take it anymore. I am so stressed up and felt like resigning. This urge is suddenly becoming so strong in me. I hate this kinda feeling. I shall wait till financial year ended and talk to her about it.

I am feeling so worried worried worried. Please pray for me after reading this blog post. I must be strong to fight this illness. Please give me the energy and strength.

Lastly, thanks to all my relatives and friends who showed care and concern to me upon hearing my problem. I really appreciated it and is touched by the actions everyone showed. I love you all. Thank you.



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10:32 pm