Failure is the mother to success
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Never update for quite a long time le... Hmm.. let me update a little for the week. Life in office had been very busy. Its been a long time I had not play game in office already. How I wish September is coming. cos by then Ivan Yeo's Exec will be in and hopefully I wun be so busy by then. This little boy in office is also making me so frustrated. Haiz... I really want to ORD soon. I cannot stand him anymore le lah. He is somehow irritating me with this and that little small things in office. Pek Cek ah... I really wish to ORD faster. By September, I will start to clear leave and off I go. I will not bother about office anymore. Hopefully Theresa will get the job and I will eat with her for lunch and yl can eat with the girls. Hehe.. See so nicely planned.
School has started and into the third week already. Projects are starting and everything is moving fast. I am also starting my personal project. I had bought the papers from spotlight yesterday. I will start doing it on monday and make sure it is done by September.
I had been thinking recently about all the things that happened in the past. I have been such a failure. Nothing seems to had succeeded. I think that something that had not been right in me. I feel tat its the confidence level of me. I am lacking the confidence in me. I am too timid towards the one everytime. I must be more daring bah. Maybe thats why I am such a failure bah. Okie. Watever. This is me. dun care le lah. Dun wish to talk about it le. Just hope for the best to happen in future bah.
Great Monday...
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Today was a extremely great day for. It was a normal working day and there is basically nothing to do back in office today. Except setting up the meeting room in the late afternoon. Sorry for leaving early and not helping with the keeping of the laptop. I owe you one. I was basically in library for about 1/2 the day. haha...
I went to meet her up after work. Meet her orchard MRT station and we went to Takashimaya to shop for her friend birthday present. She wanted to get him a tee shirt or polo tee shirt. As we were walking towards takashimaya, she told me she had quitted her job in Roma's Kitchen. Haha.. finally... now she will start work in PSA together with Jeann as a receptionist. She described to me her friend in a very funny way. Haha.. she is so cute. After browsing around for a polo tee, she decided on one. But I was the one who helped her decide on the colour. I chose khaki colour cos it is easier to match. Then after that, we walked to cineleisure for the show. I told her cos M1 got free tickets (but its not free actually, its redeem using my sunperks points) thats why give them watch as I had to meet my friends. After she met up with yati, I parted and went to meet up with zach and roy.
We had dinner and discussion on the LSX 4th aniversary thingy.. I was being arrowed by blizzard. Haha.. But its fine, I want to make it a happy thing for the LSX members. I make sure its gonna be fun. We finally decided on BBQ instead of a Day event at Sentosa becos of the many factors involved. So we went to search for a AXS machine to book the pits. Finally there is some movement, something done instead of waiting for him / her here n there. Hope its gonna be a success. Not long after that, the girls had finished their show.
Girl called me and I went over to meet them at taka foodcourt while three of them continue discussion at coffeebean. When I reached taka, they were at cold storage buying cheezel cos the food court got no halal food so they decided to go back AMK for dinner. Went back to AMK and got another situation again. Haiz.. The coffeeshop's muslim store closed already. Alamak... So therefore, we only drink. Then after the drink, yuan pin met up with us. We went over to 7-11 to get instant cup noodle. And guess what now, there is no vegetarian instant cup noodle. Alamak.. So I came up with the idea of getting the vegetarian food from the coffeeshop and then yati will get the instant noodle. So YP and I went back to the coffeeshop and now guess what again. The vegetarian shop is closed. ALAMAK.. so hilarious. I quickly went to the other coffeshop with vegetarian food down the corner and finally managed to get her food. So dramatic. We walked back quickly to the void deck as I believe she was hungry. While they are having their late dinner, we had a chat. We chatted alot of stuffs. She just remained quiet and was very shy. her usual self lah.. Always shy towards group. We chatted till around 11pm+ and headed back home after that. Hehe.. I was so happy to be with her today. I am going to go watch lake house with her next monday. hehe.. Okie.. This week is a fast week cos there is going to be one holiday and one weekend camp so my week will end fast. hehe.. Enjoyed myself today. :D
Everythings wrong..
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Hmm.. I am feeling so not okay recently. I think I need to brush up on my english. I really think my english sucks. Its attrocious. Looks like I need to read up more often rather than slacking around. I was tasked with the job of writing a submission for the fitness framework thingy. I copied from here and there and got the paper done. I was utterly annoyed. I send it to him and he return me a mail and 95% was changed. Whar is the point of me doing it? Oh my god.. I am complaining.. Why am i so full of complains? Haix... I need to change.
