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Tomorrow is a mystery
Sunday, July 20, 2008

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is present. This sentence is so so true. What ever happened yesterday cannot be changed and therefore we have to live on with it. We will never know what will happen tomorrow. Life is full of mysteries.. How I wish I know what will happen tomorrow so that I could change the way things going to happen.

I am very confused with the recent happenings in life. My dad is diagnosed with Alzheimer disease. The doctor said its the beginning stage and it cannot be cured. I really was in a lost when I heard this. Though it was much expected as the problem had already started one to two years back and only deteriorated recently. He is very forgetful and keeps forgetting things. This is a replica of my eldest uncle who suffered from the same scenario before his death. Hopefully the medical science advance and find a cure for this disease. I think this problem is an inheritance. I am afraid that this might happen to me in the future. This is so scary... That's why I wish we could change the way things are going to happen.

I was suspended from reservist due to some medical condition. You all must be thinking what medical condition it is.. Not to worry. Its just pain in my heel due to stressed tendon which will take about a year to recover on its own. Actually, I had wanted to go for my reservist but they had deferred me. Haiz.. therefore had to go back to work.

Anyway, back in office. My new supervisor has finally reported for work. At least I am not fighting the war alone now. The task now is to clear the aging by 20 each month. I believe after the finance charges are cleared, our aging will look nicer. I hope the aging will be cleared by December which will determine whether I will stay on or move on. Also it all depends on the $$ that they pay me. Can't wait for September's pay increment. I am still waiting for that answer.

There is no progress in my hunt for a gf and therefore nothing to update about. Now my aim is to study hard and faster get my degree and graduate and get a higher pay job and then concentrate on getting a gf. Hope to achieve that in 2years time. I am really taking too long to graduate. Argh...

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10:27 pm

I am sick!!
Friday, July 04, 2008

I feel that I am getting weak. My goodness. I became sick after watching the Euro Cup Final. Been a long time since I got a flu, cough and sore throat. The most disastrous illness that could stay for weeks. I must get well soon before my reservist on Friday.

Ohh.. ya. I got my first bonus in my work life. Though it was a 2 months variable bonus, I was quite unhappy with management decision. Shall not say too much as its not safe to publish details. Just wondering if the performance was really so bad? Disappointment. Sigh...

After getting my bonus, I treated Yoby and Suz to dinner at 日本村。 After the dinner, we went for a show. "Wanted" The show was not so interesting though. Dozed off a few times.

Had been pondering why it is so difficult to get the message across to people. Just dun understand. Sigh...

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10:22 pm