7th Month
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Oh.. its the start of the 7th lunar month. There is two 7th lunar month this year. Its gonna be very smoky and hazy.. Oh my... Sometimes I really wonder? whats in her mind manz.. Maybe I think too much liao lah.. Nevermind. Its just something in my mind that I want to write it out. Maybe I would feel better after writing it out.
Why are girls always so stubborn? Always never listen to our advise. I am so annoyed by this stubborn girl. This stubborn girl is none other than the sick girl mentioned below. She is sick and does not want to go see the doctor. Nevermind. Still want to eat all those fried stuffs, potato chips... OMGness... Girls.. Really raise white flag. So big liao still dunno how to take care of own health. If my future gf is like tat, I think we sure quarell over it. Girls are more matured in their thinking but not their behaviour. This is proven by the above scenario. Haiz..
Last night after sending home the sick girl from office, I was walklin along the pavement. When I was about to cross over the other pavement, I almost stepped onto joss sticks poked onto the edge of the pavement. Its so dangerous. Then I immediately though of sending a msg to her. So I sent her a sms asking her to be careful of the joss sticks while walking on pavements for this month. Knowing her pattern, she is so blur sure will careless de lor. I did not expect a reply from her as she never reply to such msges that I sent to her. The last time I send her this kinda of msg was asking her to drink more water as weather is very warm. She did not reply so I never expect any reply. She surprised me with a reply msg coming in a few seconds after I sent out the msg. I was delighted to see her msg. her reply was short but sweet. "o Ok..thanks u too b careful :p " First time I felt this kinda warmth from her msg.
Good Old Memories
Sunday, July 23, 2006
I was back at my alma mater for the last speech day and also this would be the 2nd last time that I would return back to school. I think after the school is being tear down, I will not go back anymore. Cos there is no more memories for me. I really feel the good old days were back.
Went around the school and to the most memorable places that we often hang out. Went to the secondary 1 - 4 classrooms to take a look. Then to the history room, AVA room, NPCC room, NPCC open table area, conference room, umbrella tables, and many many more places. How I wish that our classmates were around one more time going to classes after morning assembly and NPCC squadmates doing drills together at the parade square. Those were the days.. I missed the days. How I wish the clock could be turned back. Really missed the days.
I had suggested to Suryanto to organise a gathering for all ex-peircian to go back before the school tears down. I am also suggesting to theresa that we could get all our squadmates back to peirce for a night stay after the campfire. It would be good. The good old days would be restored back. Yipee... Can't wait for that day to come back. That day would be the greatest memories for us all. If you had missed some features of peirce, go visit my friendster. http://www.friendster.com/2624473
I have all the photos that i took from the archive room. check it out now..
I FLUNK..
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Hmm.. I am very sad that I flunk two modules. Accounting and Finance. I really cannot believe it that I failed two modules. Its something I really studied hard for and ended up getting a F. What is this man. Its such a dissapointment. Totally dissapointed. Its really impossible that I can fail two. If I fail one I still can take it. But I failed two... Wat the fu*k... Its totally unbelievable. I am really sad. Really sad... I hope that I can get sub paper for my finance and pass it. If not I would have to study all over again. FU*k right .. I am losing my mind now. Totally cannot take it. Okie.. I feel like changing major but I want accountin. ARgh... very bothered. Very Vexed. Life Sucks.
Why must there be always up and downs in life? Why cannot have only Ups in life ?You tell me why... Ah.... I hate myself. Why didn't I study harder. Why didn't I strive harder.. Why did I forget everything when I step into the exam room. I just hate myself.. Feel like going to somewhere to screm my head off... ARGH.................................................................
Not free !!!
Saturday, July 01, 2006
Recently, i have been a little unlucky in love. I had not been able to date her out. she had been busy with work. Haiz.. I am really lousy.. Why? Is there any way to let her know that I really really wosh to be with her? Sincerity will touch one's heart. I think this sentence is not true. Had she been touched by all the actions that I had done for her? I know I am lousy in expressing myself. I really do not know how to express my feelings for her.
I know she like to watch the cartoon movies. I tried to asked her out for the movie but she had not been free for it. Every time I wanted to date her, definitely something will arise. But I believe its true. She wun lie. I do not know really how to make her more appreciative of the things tat I had done. She said she lost her CD, I tried all means and I manage to find it for her. I had not done so much for any other girls. I really dunno what else I can do for her? I am going to complete the diary that I did halfway for her. I will complete it and give it to you on the day when we come out. which I do not know when.
Things had not been good not only for me... hmm... I dunno whether its appropriate to ask? But I think its out of concern bah.. If you are reading my blog, you should know who I am referring to. How are things between you two? I realised that u both are in bad terms ah? Had not been going together for lunch and also had not been talking to him too. Do take care... if you need help,dun hestitate to find me.
