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十三么
Saturday, June 24, 2006

Been sick since tuesday... I had a very terrible and bad week. Finally its been a day when I am able to walk out properly.. Its the cough, flu, sore throat virus that caused me to have headache one wednesday, thursday and friday. I had taken three MCs for this week. Can you believe it ? This is the best record ever.. haha..

Today is finally the day out. Its a weekend and hopefully a start for a new me. Recovering from my silly illness. Hope it recover by tonight. Today, went to huikeng's place to play MJ again. This time, I won the three of them. Yeah.... Its such a beautiful game. I love today's game. haha.. This is also the first time I am on a 十三么. Thanks to Raymond and his "west wind" haha... My first time in my mahjong games. Yuhoo... its so amazing. I am left with 4 cards to complete. I did not believe it with my own eyes too.. Haha.. After that, I kept winning about 4 times of "5 dai" Which ended up in me winning $57 in total. hahahaha... SONG BO!!!! I learnt something today. Being late will bring good luck plus dun go to play mahjong without money. If not will lose even more. hahaha..

Now time for my own yin yue ri ji.

Last week, we agreed to watch cars together on this thursday evening after work. I felt sick on tuesday, and i expect myself to recover by thursday. But I did not. On Wednesday, I had a very bad headache and I stayed at home to rest and sleep. I switched on my handphone and msged chee wee and lucas that i am not going to work. Never did I expect to recieve her msg. I was surprised. The msg read, Good morning Wei Dong sorry to tell u tmr i got meeting in e evening so won't b able 2 watch e movie already sorry.
I replied something like this, Okie, Nvm, its alright. Anyway i am not feeling well. I am sick. Msg Sent. Expecting a reply of concern from her but there wasn't any. such a dissapointment. Even if its normal friend, tell you he is sick, you will also reply. Do take care. but there is not a single reply from her. I tot I could have magical medicine but there wasn't. Haiz.. It made me even worst. made me really more sick. maybe that is why I am down again on friday. I really dunno what to say. I really wonder what is she thinking. I really tired sometimes. Everytime, when you all ask if I am going to give up on her. I really felt but did not want to as I really dun want to lose even before striking. Its like a football match. If you never go for the ball, do not expect the ball to roll to you. If you have the ball, do not expect to hold it for long if you dun dribble it well. Even if you managed to dribble it pass defenders, you must manage to score.
You must chase for the girl, and do not expect the girl to come to you. If you had the girl, do not expect to hold on to you with showing her around. If you managed to show her around, you must win her heart. So isn't it tough for a one man to play a eleven man game... Haiz...

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11:42 pm

Fear...
Wednesday, June 14, 2006

I am having a strong fear that I might not be able to make to it for the previous two papers that I had taken. If I were to fail, then I would have to repeat the modules. Oh GOD .. I do not wish to have a transcript that has REDS on it.. I am very afraid. I must work hard for the last paper.. At least let me have one paper that I can have confident after the exams. Anyway, I am quite glad exams are coming to an end. I had not been resting well and missed my friends. Had not been going out with them for like one whole month. It bad.. Haiz.. I really wish to go out with them. Whether watch soccer or for a movie or even a sit down coffee session. I really wish to come out for a breather. I am getting sick. After my exams on Saturday, I will be going out for fun... I am going to relieve myself. YEah !!!

I miss you....

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2:30 pm

Study Study Study
Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Okie.. This week is my study week. Hmm.. very tired.. Looking like a zombie right now. so tired. Three modules and I am still struggling. luckily my three modules are all different dates. heng ah.. Am going back to office to study tmr. Cos I can't find any other place to study. I can't study at home cos I will end up MSNing.. Foruming.. Surfing... haiz.. no self discipline. Terrible right..

Today went back to ngee ann to study again. Saw my FYP lecturer again. Always go back see him there de lehx.. Then always ask the same things. haha.. I shall try to shun away from him next time. Haha.. Met up jO for lunch before her test. After lunch, went to the library to study. At the library, I thought the highest level would be quiet. But its not what i thought it would be. It turned out to be noisy. There is this one group of people toking like no one's business. irritated. I put on my radio receiever and ignore them. then suddenly, one lady in front of me went up to them told them to keep quiet. I admire her.. POWER... Then shortly after they left. PEACE.. haha..

Lately, I was doing a powerpoint presentation on the song a shoulder to cry on. I tot of giving it to her on her bdae as a gift but I could not finish it on time. I actually did one liao. But its the song and the words document separated. Then ah zhi say do powerpoint better.. so he tried to a prototype for me. I went back home and tried it to figure it out. Managed to figure it out and went on to do it. Couldn't finish it cos its already 1am when i figure it out. So tired... I think its going to be a effort wasted cos I am not going to give it to her already. Its too late to give her after my exams. Cos maybe by then, she would have gotten over it and by giving her this, would remind her of the sad events.

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11:35 pm