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Wednesday, May 24, 2006


Oh this is so depressing. Have you all ever wonder why is it so unfair? Why do everything have a lifespan? I hate it this way.. Its so depressing.. one after another.. Although I am smiling, laughing, joking and playing around but inside me I am very sad. I always think what happens when someone leave us? Where will they go to? Its very sad. Till now, although my grandma have left for close to three years, I am stil thinking of her whenever I go to my aunt house. I would even dream of her in my dream. Imagine, she is grandma only.. I dunno what will happen if its sommeone closer. I think I will definitely not able to take it. I am so sad for her and her family.

I really do not know to console her when i see her later. I myself could not take it that its so sudden, how could she and her family. But I will be there to help you no matter what happen. I am more than willing to lend you a helping hand, a shoulder to cry on. I will be good to cry it out rather than putting it in your heart. You have to be strong. Your sister and dad still needs you. You still have us friends out there to support you. Just let us know if you need any help.

Bad things are all coming towards me.. I failed my mid semester test for my accounting and finance module. I am going to die... I have to study hard for the coming exams le.. No more playing a fool. I still need to finish up my marketing project which is left hanging... I promise myself I will strive for a credit for both finance n accounting module. Its a vow I made to myself. Trust me.. I will do it. If you guys see me feeling stress... pls dun bother me.



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