Disappointed again.
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
Today went to work as usual. But in the morning, i walked to the bus stop instead of taking a bus to the bus stop. I walked hoping to catch her at her blk but to no avail she was not seen. So I decided to give her the present at night instead.
During lunch time today, I msged her in the pantry asking if she is back from M'sia. She replied me immediately: ya. y? I was hestitating to reply her immediately. Shld I or shld i not ? I asked for opinions and there were both answers given. Haix... I made my own decision then. Not to msg her back giving her a suspense like what she always do to me lor. Then I did not replied her.
After work, went to the hospital to visit Connie together with yz,ben and yl. She had an operation and is going to discharge tomorrow. After the visiting, we went home after that. I wanted to pass to her but then she was not at home again. I called her on her hp, she did not picked up my phone call. I am so disappointed once again. Haiz.. sianz. So i decided to go back home. I shall do it tmr morning. I really do not wish to keep the present with me till next year lehx. Pray hard she will reply me tmr.