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ROM..

Sunday, November 06, 2005


Hmm... yesterdae was my brother's ROM. Felt happy for him. Together for 5 years and finally pronounced man and wife. Wish them all the best for everything. During the ROM yesterdae, i saw something quite frustrating or rather not frustrating. I would say something unbelieveable. How should i start. Okie... I shall not state any names to protect their identity. The girl whom i once crazy for two years plus had broken off with her ex. And now she is with my brother's friend whom is her colleague too. I really cannot believe it with my own eyes. I was quite sad when i them together... Or rather confused. I was feeling confused yesterday. totally confused. I was thinking what did i not had in me? Am I really so lousy? Am i a useless guy? Maybe yes.. maybe no.. I also dunno. haiz... maybe its like my MSN nick bah. 'you yuan wu fen' its fated. I shall try to totally forget about it okie.. Hmm.. i think i think too much le.

Today I am feeling much better le cos I was brighten up by a sms today. My dear girl actually smsed me to tell me that she is still holding on to the dvd i borrowed for her. She asked me when i wanna get it back from her. I asked if she is going out today, then she say how about tml. I replied telling her tml ok, we have dinner together okie? she never reply me till now. Haiz.. this bring my mood down again. Always whenever i wanna try to ask her out or something, then she will not reply me de. Haiz... sianz lehx. What should I do ????



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