So Boring.. Low spirited
Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Haiz.. It has been so boring these few days. I do not know why. This week just doesn't seems like a week of mine. Everything I do seems to be against me. No matter in work, after work or even at home. I feel like I had done so many wrong things. I Just feeling very low this week. I need to motivation or someone to bring up the spirit in me. Please help me.. Everyone seems so busy at home. There is no one available online to chat with. Everyone is busy with school project, work assignments and other personal stuffs. But I just seem empty. Why is this so? Can someone please tell me.

I want something to do. Then when i wanted to do something, I can't find the material to do it. Wat the.. Just can't remember where i left the origami papers. FU**ED. See.. everything is going extrememly against me. I wanna study. I wanna study. I wanna study.... Why is MIS still not replying me yet. HAIZ... I am bored. Just feel like i am so nothing after work. Hai..... Somebody please save me..

I need a new phone. My phone is going to die very soon. Haiz... Ytd went to one of the shop and see. They said D500C is much better if i do not need a radio. Its also cheaper than E730C. So which one should i get ? the one with the radio or without the radio. The sales girl told me if I do not need the radio then I should just get the D500C cos the slider of the phone is good and expensive. I need to check out on these two phones again. If anyone is using any of the above mentioned phones, please let me know. I wanna know the review. Hehe.. Thanks yea.

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1:05 pm

New Friend found
Saturday, August 20, 2005

Hmm.. yesterdae I found a new friend from the internet. I did not know how she got my email and eventually added me in msn. When i turned on my msn, a new friend msg pop-up. So i juz add and see how it is lah.. Then around 7pm plus like that she online. I asked her how she managed to get my msn email. she claimed that i was the one who added her. So nevermind. We chatted.. Introduced each other. hehe.. juz like irc like tat lor. but never did i find out she was super friendly. We chatted like friends. Guess she would be the 2nd friend from the net whom i would meet if there realli is a chance. haha... Anyway, we chatted for quite long. She is quite cute when she was toking about the channel 8 show on outdoor sports. Abseiling.. I think she is quite a outdoor sports person. She even switched on her web cam and show me. Super outgoing sial.. wonder if she does tat to every new friends. Too daring liao le i think. Anyway she is not too bad looking lah. Not like me.. so ugly thats why no girls want me. Haiz.. sianz ah..

Today is Day 04 of the no contact day. I will not contact her till 30days later. I can do it. Believe in myself and i can do it. Although i abit cannot take it as i feel like meeting her to get from her the dvd back but since ben did not ask anything about it, i shall wait till ben break my 30days contact. Okie... So ben please help me. haha... Haiz.. nothing to write le lah. shall end here. Later i am going to have dinner at east ocean restaurant. Hehe... so if wanna see me go there kek siao look for me lor. wahahahahha...

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3:13 pm

Something Silly...
Friday, August 12, 2005

I was being very silly last night. Haha.. It all started with sms. She was actually supposed to meet me to pass me something. But then she had forgotten to get it printed, so I did not get to meet her lor. She msged me to tell me tat she had forgotten to print it. I replied her and tried to ask her out on sunday for the fireworks, cos she told me she would be free on that day. But then guess what, she said she would be going with her cousins. I replied her a sad face. :( and asked her where she would be watching it at ? Guess I would be at esplanade this weekend to comb her out. I will be there on my own. So that if I see them, i could kek siao join them. Haha... WICKED. Anyway, i was really sad when she said she going with her cousins. haha.. But never mind lor. There will be other better opportunities coming up. So dun be afraid. Last night, i sent a msg which i typed on my own which i think was damn LAME. haha.. let me show you the msg.
"feeling sleepy? Thinking of anything? go sleep early and dun think so much. tml will be a better day. sweet dreams.... "
She replied me with the following " huh??? did u send 2 the wrong ppl "
I was laughing my way back when she replied my msg. hahaha... Then i told her its just a forward msg. she reply:"o sorry sorry good nite"

So funny right. Was I LAME or was she slow ? Haiz... dunno lah.

Anyway last night saw jason at coffee shop. NPCC junior from peirce. He was posted to brunei for NS. Super siong sial.. Anyway feel that he is ke lian. His family is in a financial difficulty. He came back on urgent leave cos his father was admitted to the hospital. Hopefully his father would be alright. It was stomach ulcer. Shouldn't be a problem bah.. Alright i should stop here. Hopefully i can get to meet her tonight...

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11:19 am