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What to Do ?

Thursday, May 05, 2005


oh.. haben update for quite a long time. Hmm... let me tok about last monday. I went to sentosa with dear, theresa n jeann. Hmm... Its wasn't very crowded at the beach. Maybe we were at the other end of the beach. Haha.. I was the only guy with them. Once again one guy only.. haiz.. Haha.. Wat to do. I am the guy whom is most free. I am the only one whom doesn't need to book in to camp. Am I the most fortunate? I guess not bah.. We lay down on the beach and sun tan. Chit chatting all the way. Hmm.. found more things through the conversation. Hehe.. found out more about her poly life. But after hearing all the stories about her, I was feeling worried. I dunno why lehz... Juz thinkin tat I might fail again lehz.. This time is not tat she will be snatched but instead she will reject it and remain as friends, as i knew her too well. Why lehz ? I also dunno. My sixth sense tells me so. My intuition. But then her intuition is very low. Haha... In her poly life, got people like her she also dunno. Hahaha... After the tanning session, we stayed till night fall. and watched the musical fountain. It was a nice show. Very nice and interesting. Enjoyed it very much. Then we took a bus home.

Recently, my mind seems to playing with me. Dunno why is it that I have been thinking of pw once again. Maybe she hurt me too much bah. I seem to like still having her in my mind. Then somehow, I feel that I am looking for a replacement in order to forget her. Haiz... What to Do ??? I think this is very unfair. :'( Sometimes, i feel that I am really bad. I feel that I am a bad guy. Juz like jO said, I keep changing girls to like. Haiz....... Am I that bad ?



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