Something i came across..
Friday, January 21, 2005

She was not beautiful

Nothing about her was extraordinary

Nothing about her made her stand out in a crowd.

She grew up in a family of six and being the eldest
she learned responsibility at an early age.



As she grew stronger and brighter, she instilled a
sort of light and cheer to whomever she

met.

She was not beautiful, but she made others feel
better about themselves.

She meets a rebel boy who thinks he is all man
befriending him, she teaches him.

She teaches him how to read and a little boost,
the ' man' needed to go to college,



They become fast friends and she fell fast in love
with her rugged handsome student.

The ' man' then finds himself in love with a girl

A girl who was so beautiful

Her hair was a hallow of light around her

Her eyes the bluest blue of the ocean.



' Like an angel' he tells his tutor

' like a beautiful angel.'

The girl swallows a lump at her throat



She was not beautiful

She did not posses the heart of the one he loved,
but she did not care.

As long as he was happy, she would be happy, or
so she tried to.



She helped write the most beautiful letters to his
angel

All the time visioning it was she herself recieving
those very letters.

And so the girl helped him choose the right
clothes, say the right words, and buy the right gifts
for his angel.

His angel brought him much joy and much pain to
the girl who cried behind her smiles.

But that never stopped her from giving more than
she will ever receive.



Then one day, all of h--- broke loose

The angel he loved left him for another man

A richer more successful man

The boy was stunned

He was so hurt, he did not speak for days

The girl went to him

He cried on her shoulder and she cried with him.

He was hurt and she was too.



Time went by and so wounds heal

The boy realizes something about his friend/tutor

Something he never realized before

How her laughter sounded heavenly and how her
smiles brightened up the darkest days, or how
simply beautiful she looked to him!



Beautiful. This plain, simple girl was beautiful to
him

And he began to fall.

Fall so in love with this beautiful girl

On one day, he picked up all his courage to see
her

He walked to her house, nervous, and fidgeting,

Running his thoughts over and over his head.



He was going to tell her how beautiful she was to
him

He was going to tell her how wonderfully in love he
was with her.

He knocked. No one was home.

The next day, he found out that the beautiful girl he
fell in love with had a brain tumor that put her into a
coma.

The doctors were grim and the family decided to
let her go.



One final time he got to see her

He held her hand

He stroked her hair and he cried for this beautiful
girl.

He cried, but it was too late.

The beautiful girl was buried and the heavens broke.

Out a beautiful spring shower, a cry for their loss.

She was the most beautiful girl in the world and
she had taught the rebel boy-man to love and what
it is to be loved.

She was the most beautiful girl in the world.



Look around. Isn't there a lot of plain faces?

Take a good look. A real good look, or you might
just miss out that beautiful person.

Forever.

I should know.... wouldn't I?

If you had a heart, you would send this to as much
people as possible to keep the memory of this
person alive. If you don't, then your pretty ugly
deep inside, so send this. If you don't, you'll also
loose the love of your life, so you don't really have
a choice`

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9:45 am

What a week..
Friday, January 14, 2005

This whole seems very fast to me. Dunno why.. Everyday seems short. Hmm.. anyway one week has passed. Haha.. Nice and sweet week. This week tuesday our squad had a performance again for the 118th intake. Woot.. we were given very good compliments by everyone. Wahaha.. Even Adam,OC Sashi and many other people said our drill performance was great. hehe.. So happy that day. But nothing much was given as a reward for the great performance. Haiz..haha... After the day, the week seems to fly.. And finally, the day all was waiting for arrived. Haha.. Walk out day. (FRIDAY).

Something personal here.. Hehe.. This week on two of the night something happened. Haha.. 1st time a girl called me when i was in camp. Wahahahaha... Seriously, she was the 1st girl whom called me to chit chat instead of asking me things. Purely chit chatting. Hehe.. i believe that you all know who i am referring to lah.. haha.. Okie.. i got to stop here.. My idiotic brother is askig for the com liao.. Bye Bye.. See ya.. :) :)

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9:41 pm

Crush or Love ??? Can u tell me..
Sunday, January 09, 2005

Hello... this is my first blog for the new year... Brand new beginning and Brand new me. Yeah.... All right let me tok about wat happened this new year. Looking at my title you all must be guessing that some new chapter is happening here ritez.. haha... I think so too. I myself do not know too what it was. haha..
I am waiting for my pay to come.. I am going to buy new clothes for CNY. No money to buy CNY shirts and pants... So poor hor.. Wanna donate money to me.. haha.. Nono.. donate to the tsunami victims. They nid it more then us.. Its a sad thing for them lor...

This morning damn shit manz.. At first woke up late for duty and then rushed out to take a cab. No cab. Waited 10 - 15 mins for a cab... Arrived at PA guard room and was told Bilal was there too. HuH ??? I then rushed to barrack to check things out. Argh... Then darren was there, i rushed to ask him for the duty list. Argh... it was frustrating to hear the outcome of the result. Then i took a cab back home together with Soon Quan. Haix... So stupid... Haiz... shall stop here le.. nid to go makan lunch liao..

Before going.. nid to ask this question. What is difference between Crush n Love ? Haha...

Bye... :)

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1:41 pm