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Saturday, December 04, 2004


This whole week is so damn FUCKED UP. Firstly, the training is so shiong as there is no rain and the red flag is not seen. Then nvm. It comes to the squad. Everyone in the squad simply sucks. Oh.. not everyone. Most of them. Now even the one person i trusted is doing this to me. Damn fed up. I dunno what to say. Juz utterly dissapointed with him. Did not expect someone like him to say such words that would hurt me so much. Haiz... I would like to accept ur appologies but not so soon. After i "xiao huo 1st" And also another thing that pissed me off was the one fucker. I shall not say names here. He juz came back from MC and then Kao Peh Kao Bu. Chee Bye here and Chee Bye there. DAmn PISSED OFF manz.. HOW AM I GOING TO ENDURE THIS STUPID NS LIFE ? If this is going to carrry on, i believe that i am going SOLO soon manz.. or maybe i will join the malay cliques who are at least slightly better then the rest of the PIGS. "REN TOU ZHU NAO"
Maybe this week i am in a bad mood and also my sick that caused me to be so fucked up. Haiz.. why are there so much things happening to me when i am the on the weakest point of life right now. WHY WHY WHY ??? I realli dun understand why. I written everything in my reflection book. Hope that DELI reads it and do some action before i really cannot take it and do something silly(dun worri, i wun take my life). Haiz..... LIFE IS SO MISERABLE... LIFE SUCKS.... LIFE IS UNFAIR....

Nothing to write liao lah.. Doing sentry this sunday. Hopefully it will be slack. Not going to write any more. Tats all.. Bye..



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